Vigil, Changing Homes

Hours we lay awake

In dreams that keep us warm

where we reach the morning sun

Wingless, we fall to the ground

In this wake, I'm unbound

In this wake, I am unbound

Released from clouds like rain

In thunder cries are drained

Shivering through a chill

In your absence, I stand still

Untitled

Every night
I have a dream
As it comes near
And grasps at my ear
As it slowly beams down
Placing tears on my cheek
I moan in an agony it wouldn't understand
I wake up to the sound of a
gulping dried throat
Thirsty
for
more

ill 4

I don't know why or what is going on that's making me feel this restless, but I've resorted to cooked noodles, and, afterward, having cough syrup in order to help me sleep. I had my prescribed anti-depressant today. Yet I still can't figure out what's making me feel this way. I need a break. A long break.

Jaflong, Orfred

This is a new mobile recording of the song Jaflong for my band, Orfred. A tribute to friends and brothers, Shafkat and Akeeb.

ill 3

I don't know if i can ever be forgiven. I tell people about my past, openly... out of shame, and out of wanting to rid my guilt for what I did before.

My body is breaking down day by day. My mind, too. I feel myself transcending towards becoming a better person, but my state of being is pulling me back/pushing me into sth that I fear the most.