Celestia 2

I'm blinded by the raging flames Lost in visions of time Mystery lies beyond celestial planes I hear her sudden cries There's no running now, I've come too far I've stored it all inside I've come to find myself at the gates Of truth and all your lies

The truth unfolds In retrospect And all that's left. This is letting go!

I'll fill the hollow realms that grew into me With never-ending skies I'll let my guidance be undying faith Relentless rays of light

The truth unfolds In retrospect And all that's left. This is letting go! Only look back If it moves you forward!

In my head

I feel restlessness for what has happened; A melancholy looming, making me question my life,  A selfish bout of thoughts in a frenzy,  in my head.  It's all in my head.  They've taken me hostage,  in my head.  I stalk the dead,  their facebook pages,  galleries of hope and positiveness - much like these carefree days -  both brought to a halt,  taken to their beds.  

              And I dare compare.  Even my past affairs.  Who I am, and what’s not there. Two years of not having cried,  now, this day, I realize,  all the hardness that hardened inside,  was all just in my head.  In my head  They've taken me hostage,   in my head.